Missing teeth

I want more feral energy on my body lately, applied to my skin. I want to hang with people who randomly bite. I suppose I can bear the feral energy. It is so much more surprising and exciting if its someone else doing the biting or random outburst though. I want to be on gaurd, alert and energized by a mild sense of danger. I bit my own hand a lot last night to see how much different amounts of biting might feel. I don't want to hurt anyone. I am thinking of growing a beard again to help support the barbain fashion style I want to throw myself into this winter. People get cosmetic surgery, gold teeth. I kind of want a very slight enlargement of my canine teeth. I am impressed by such perminant decisions.
i don't want to live in an environment of violence, just one of surprises.