Reducing the power of memories

People are in my water. I feel them coming out when I sweat. I should probably spend a long time steaming, or in a sauna, emptying myself. There is science that has shown that proximity of humans exhibiting different emotions change the shape of water molecules. As our bodies are made of so much water it makes sense that water in our body would then be changed by peoples response to us and our own self image. I imagine these stored emotional experiences creating patches of different textures, different viscosity. The experiences get in my blood, and in my heart.
I feel like maybe I have been seeping out impressions, waters made into shapes and texutes that are particular to experiences with different people. I think the waters build with a proximity to any person. And some waters stay, until a strong concentrated feeling comes to change shake them out of their shape.

I wonder if the 'chemistry' we feel with people is our molecule shapes, orientations, and charges, magnetically reacting to one another. Like, the shapes just tingle if they have certain numbers of edges. A new lover can change your water, and reacts with waters already there to make a totally exciting amazing new fluid. A fluid that pulses, and buzzes, effervesces, twists and boils through can come. Like in alchemy when dry waters and fiery waters react to create mercury or whatever they were always trying to make.
Some people have left large imprints in me, rearranged such a large volume of my fluids. There are shapes in me that I would like to expell, to turn to a mist, or drip away. It would be nice if the time it takes to clear out the waters out of oneself was merely the time it takes to sweat, but they move around, there are many areas for them to rest, undisturbed, for a long long time.